Dear Colton,
Today has been something, you haven’t been feeling well at all so you’ve been crying a lot, thank god you’re so cute, and otherwise it probably would have been unbearable. It is so hard to do it alone. Technically I’m not alone, your grandparents help me out WAY more than they probably need to, thank god we have the support and love that we do from them both! They are so good to us, I can’t express how much they both mean to me, but it hurts to watch them suffer because your father won’t support you, and I cannot support you alone.
On a higher note, you rolled over today, for the first time, I was SO proud of you honey. I wish I had the video camera, you looked SO proud of yourself; the expression on your face was priceless. You just lit up with the most precious happiness a HUGE toothless smile and cooed the most innocent coo, as if to say I love you mommy, look at me!
You light up my life in a way that I can’t explain in words…I try, but nothing even remotely close to how much love I feel for you sounds as great as the way I feel when my heart skips a beat because you smile, or babble, or give me wet, sticky kisses.
You are truly a one of a kind kid, truly amazing, and I am blessed to have had a wonderful boy like yourself.
Thank you for making me the happiest mommy in the world, you continue to make me strong and for that, I want you to know how much I appreciate what your life has given to me.
Love Always and forever ,
No comments:
Post a Comment